Last Friday I participated in the new-comers evening at Häkki. I remember my first night at Häkki about a year ago at the same event. I was soooo nervous, so scared that something is going to be done to me 😀 I was worried that people will only speak Finnish, I was paranoid that I …
So I promised to get back to my blog a month ago and I haven’t done that since. I’ve been actually writing a lot but inside my journal. I’ve been trying to understand myself better, why I feel the way I feel about certain things, disconnect myself from thoughts that I have adopted from others …
We’re in our bed. He ties my hands and legs to the sides of the bed so they’re spread wide apart. He goes on to put a blindfold on me. I think I’m feeling excitement. He takes the wand, presses it up against my clit and I’m starting to freak out. I am shaking. From …
I last posted something here in the mid of July which was over a month ago! July was quite terrible for me and I felt very down, demotivated, sad, exhausted or sometimes numb. Then August came and suddenly I had the energy and motivation to take matters back into my hands and get my shit together. …
Last Friday I got to try hypnosis for the second time. So NATURALLY, I went for tentacles! 😀 I don’t know what is it about them, but tentacles get me wet in seconds. I was put to trance by the hypnotist. I was sitting in the chair listening to the voice telling me that the …
I want to talk about a topic that I feel very passionate about. Jealousy. I’ve encountered a situation this week that reminded me of how jealous I used to be and how liberating it felt when I learnt to free myself from those toxic thoughts. I was standing by a store the other day, checking …
So I tried erotic hypnosis last weekend. And I have to say I am freaking out a little bit about it. It was probably one of the weirdest experiences I’ve ever had. My mind is still trying to make some sense out of it, but it can’t and that confuses the hell out of me.
To end the self-love week I still wanted to share what happens to me when I’m having a downfall and how I normally overcome it. When a body image crisis hits me, it usually affects all parts of my life and it can potentially get worse in just a couple of days. If I don’t …
This months inspiration happens to fall on the self-love week, so it just had to be Hilde Atalanta and her beautiful illustrations for You’re Welcome Club. Hilde is also the creator of The Vulva Gallery.
Smile Makers have noticed that I’ve been hanging out with some of the guys that like to spend their time there, so they decided to introduce me to the Fireman because they thought I would love him. They set up a blind date for us at a nice cafe near the beach on a beautiful …